Another boring Saturday and I just laze around at home.
Maybe I shall find somewhere to go later in the late night but I know it is impossible.

I just watched the commercial that my group (Extreme impact) did for the Entrepreneurship project back then.
And I went to see if our official website is still there.
Indeed, it is still there. Crap. HAHA
www.extremeimpact.blogspot.com
That was the most successful project in my entire life.

Yesterday was BF ladies’ night.
After angel, mad and I went to register in SMA, the 5 of us went for dinner and we just sat outside Bugis Junction to chat.
I love to chitchat with my friends.
I understand that after our graduation, most of us are going through our bad times.
Things have not been smooth whether it is our life, work, studies, relationship or family.
But I still believe that we can all pull through these together.
Maybe by the next time we meet up, all the terrible stuff will be all over.
Now the question is when is our next meet up?

Last night we talked about what we want in the future.
We even mentioned that amongst us, who are the ambitious ones.
Surprisingly, I happen to be one of the few.
I know my problem is I am not positive and firm enough to fight for the kind of life I want because I am presently not up to it.
Countless times, I rely on others and I understand extremely well I am not smart and capable enough.
Like what my VP always says, it is never enough in this society to work hard; it is the results that matters.

Frankly speaking, my partner and I had enough of this political company.
Every day we equip ourselves with armors and bulletproof vests but as slaves in war.
And we were never qualified to retaliate and defend.
The more we endure, the more our temper gets worse, especially to our close ones.
We are so apologetic at work that we refuse to give in out of work.
I am so guilty towards those that I flare up on.
It is so difficult to control my emotions nowadays. Argh!

Finally on Monday I will start my getaway.
Maybe I shall start with shopping a gift for my secret friend. HAHA

Song intro: So close - Jon McLaughin

I want to be smarter than him.
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