I got a job. FINALLY!!
Starting this Thursday, where?
BNP Paribas again, a 3 months contract data entry.
[Hope I can get a permanent job there.]
Well, the pay is good, so I am quite happy.
Soon after I accepted BNP, my PEM kindly called me and offered me a DBS Relationship Manager position.
DOTS, not fated I guess, hope I made the right choice.
Suddenly there are so many bank opportunities – BNP, OCBC and DBS.
I must be destined with banks and stuck forever. HAHA
But come to think of the piles and never ending piles of things to do, I am not looking forward to start work.
In other hand, think of the pay that I can use to get the stuff on my priority list, I have second thoughts.
Contradicting is my friend.

And guess what?
I am also accepted as a relief teacher.
Plus I am teaching two tuitions.
Now I have too many jobs.
LOLX. God must be playing tricks on me.

Song intro: Ri ri ye ye - Zhang Dong Liang

I want to be smarter than him.
6:11:00 PM

Another week is almost over.
I still haven’t found a job.
But from next week onwards, I am going to teach two tuitions, from favor of a friend and relative.
Well, though the pay is not really worth it but I have no reasons to reject helping.
I also just applied to be a relief teacher in MOE.
But, the online application is so bad that I don’t know if I have successfully submitted the thing which I used 45 minutes of patience to do.
[SLOWPOKE system]

And I think it is still difficult to not care about the people around.
To live for myself, that is impossible.
All my life, I have never stepped out of that circle.
And like what my darling says, interest or rice bowl.
I think in reality, we don’t really have a choice.
I must be too naïve to think I can get a job in the entertainment industry. [I meant the back scenes.]
There is a price to pay if I chose the interest path.
Determination is what I need.
Question! Do I have such determination?

Yesterday I was in luck at mahjong.
Probably because I swear to god that if I win, I will go to the doctor today to heal my feet. [And I kept my promise.]
After that, watched TMNT with mad and jack. [Not bad lah]

The Priority List
1. Zhu Da Zhang Dong Liang album
2. Smiling Pasta DVD
3. Shou Xuan Zhang Dong Liang album
4. New mp3

Song intro: Xi wang- Zhang Dong Liang

I want to be smarter than him.
9:27:00 PM

HAHA I think some may be protesting about my new skin.
But I am so sorry, I just want to keep my happy mood as long as possible.
Nicholas Zhang Dong Liang's smile just makes my day.
And I also realised that it is always the guy's smile that attracts me.
HAHA

Anyway, happy birthday Dad!

Song intro: Xiao wu gui - Zhang Dong Liang

I want to be smarter than him.
10:30:00 PM

Recruit Express is damn fast.
Hope I can start work soon.
The earlier I start, the earlier I can get my first pay to survive.

To all my friends out there
I must really admit that I am really bad at consoling people and giving advices.
What I only know how to do is to listen and accompany the person.
But no matter what problems you encounter, JIA YOU!!
Every thing will have its solution.

I know I may be deceiving myself at times.
But at least I tried to maintain the way me and my friends are.
Though there are always disappointments because I am always serious in all my friendship, I will still continue my way.
And seriously I miss a lot of my friends.

Another K session last night with Angelia and Kenny
Yesterday was also the first time we sing halfway, we stopped the music and begin chatting instead of singing. HAHA
Everybody’s singing is improving while my singing seems to be getting worse.
I cannot find the right key without listening to the original singer anymore.
And I seem to have lost all my confidence and determination.
And I must really comment, Kenny has really succeeded in finding the right voice and his zhuan ying is really impressive. [Happy? HAHA]
I will buck up!

Even till now, I have not given up my dream of composing and writing a song of my own.
I know this is really impossible without any musical instrument background and any talent and knowledge of composing.
But I still won’t give up.
I will pick up guitar, piano or keyboard lessons I hope.
And I shall write a song of my own.
And if I am wealthy enough, I will also go for vocal lessons.

Song intro: Tong che xin fei - Zhang Dong Liang

I want to be smarter than him.
5:09:00 PM

My mood has been really good these few days.
Though I kept losing money from mahjong, maybe it is because of the few dramas that I have watched lately.
Especially Smiling Pasta, I smiled during every single episode.
Most of the times were when Zhang Dong Liang smiled.
Not because that he is suave, to me he is just moderate, but it’s his smile that seems to mesmerize me.

And not only that, someone passed her module, even though I was really upset when she tricked me that she failed.
HAHA but after I knew that she did passed, I was happy.
And I passed too.

Oh yes, I went to sing with Angel, Angelia and Kenny.
We were damn high even though my voice was even deeper than Kenny’s.
And all thanks to Lia, we had a free extended hour.
Hope there will be another one soon because my voice is okay now. [At least better]

And the movie 300, I went to watch with Jack and Mad.
Em.. I think it is moderate only.
And Dreamgirls, wasn’t as good as I expected.
The songs are nice though.

Smiling Pasta [Wei Xiao Pasta]

17 episodes - 2 days to finish watching

I really love his voice. I was attracted to his songs the first time I heard him on tv with his first album. And now, I am attracted to his smile. HAHA

Corner With Love [Zhuan Jiao Yu Dao Ai]

16 episodes - 3 days to finish

Like I said before, he can dance, sing, act, host, joke.

Song intro: Bei ji xing de yan lei - Zhang Dong Liang

I want to be smarter than him.
3:37:00 AM

Well it is really time for me to settle down and look for a job seriously when I start to realize that my money kept going out.
Thus, now I am rushing out my resume and exploring the various means to find a job.
And I decide to give up the career as a teacher because I only scored a B4 for O Levels (requirement was B3) and I am too lazy to take the test.
What else, I realize that I am really wasting my time idling around.
No goals, aimlessly, worse still no money.

I just hope that my sickness and pain will go away fast.
I don’t want to cough away my stomach.
I don’t want to limp here and there anymore.
I want to sing. HAHA

Anybody please hire me!!

Song intro: Ni guang - Sun Yan Zi

I want to be smarter than him.
10:30:00 PM

Monday was a tiring day.
Wednesday I met Mad to go Town to shop.
And I got a gift for my dad’s upcoming birthday.
Thursday was disastrous.
First I was sick but that was still minor.
Then I made a wonderful entrance by tripping over a step.
And that was the first time I was afraid and requested for companion because I realize my vision fade rapidly.
But luckily, after resting for awhile, I was certified okay.
Anyway my right foot was the killer.
Can you imagine I actually took 10 minutes to walk from level 6 to my house?
I rarely care about pain so you can picture how painful it was.
And which means my planned events for these few days will be cancelled.
I wont be meeting Shevon tomorrow to go to the SMU open house.
I wont be meeting my Gramophone colleagues tomorrow night for a late night movie.
I wont be meeting my Sec clique on Sunday to watch movie.
I AM SO SAD!!
And I lost my voice. WTH

Song intro: Kao jin - Harlem Yu

I want to be smarter than him.
12:01:00 PM

Firstly, IT IS ALL OVER!!!!
All the mugging, projects that lead me to no sleep – no more
All the lectures, tutorials, lab sessions – no more
The papers, whether I can survive it all, I leave it to god to decide for me.
Results will be out on the 19th March.

The last day of school, our very last BF outing – Sentosa Siloso Beach
Our first outing was there too; we started our journey there and ended there.
Then we headed to Marina Square for dinner, after that the rest bid goodbye and Qiang, Jack, Lia, Mad and I went to watch Pursuit of Happyness.
Though a little slow and draggy, I feel that the show is rather inspiring.
Then it was mahjong at my house with Lia, Gel and Qiang.
And can you believe it? I won and I won 87 bucks!! [But have to split half]
Anyway, we played for 4 long hours for one round only.
[Because I was consecutive the dealer for 5 to 6 times]
Angel stayed over at my place and Jack called me because he was drunk and driving alone.
Both of us were so worried for him, but luckily he landed home safely.
After we woke up, we went to Mac to eat breakfast and Angel left.

Then I proceed to my relative house to bai nian.
Then met Mad and shopped at MS.
Dinner at Cavana and we went to Eski Bar to chill.
[I drank tequila shot and Jack Daniel]
Then we sat by the river and chat.

Yesterday I went to IKEA with my parents.
[Crowded and big]
I finally bought my frames.
And I overheard that Giant is not going to open or anytime soon.
Because they had some problems, suppliers withdraw their goods, their outlets closing down.
After analyzing, I believe that it is not going to open.

Well, I knew it is the end of story for some of us.
Though upset and bu she de, but I feel that I had enough memories to accompany me.
And I am proud and glad to say they are happy ones.
Whatever happens, I think that this part of my life is the best.
All the movies, Sentosa, K, shopping, stayovers, chalets, drinking session, birthday celebrations, the Taiwan Trip, ice skating, the food sessions and all the bits and pieces that we have been through together.
We have been through almost everything together.
BF13 - something that I will always remember for life

Song intro: Jie tuo - Huang Yi Da

I want to be smarter than him.
10:39:00 AM