I know I shouldnt be blogging now.
CAA and IFT are both due tomorrow.
I just came back from sending Yixiang, Mad and Jack away.
Finally or sad to say, I am back battling alone again.
I have been sleeping with both Mad and Jack since Thursday.
And every single day, I slept at 5am or 6am and woke up exactly 6 hours later automatically.
I am deprived for sleep but I have no time.
I am going nuts, laughing at every single thing.
My brains are drained.
So are all my beloved members.
Glad that I wasnt alone these few days.
You guys were there.
Now, back to the battlefield, I will be am so dead.

Song intro: Lei guang - Angela Zhang

I want to be smarter than him.
1:12:00 AM

Well after reading Kennys blog, I decide to blog about his assumptions too.
[I know I should be mugging for IB now]

If I am not in NYP or even the current class and have not met BF13..
I will still be the boyish me, with the stupid boy haircut, with baggy shirt, three quarter baggy pants and shoes.
I will not have learnt how to drink and club.
There wont be BJP and BF13.
I wont learn all the crazy games.
I wont have that wonderful birthday chalet last year.
I wont have those unforgettable you know I know encounters.
I will not have been to Taiwan.

I wont have been through Entrepreneurship with Angel and have her to tell me all her love stories with Sen.
I wont have been through IPP with Angelia and have someone to email to during work.
I wont have my forevermore Mad companionship.
I wont have Jack to make me laugh when I feeling down and make others laugh at me.
I wont have Kenny to scold me stupid.
I wont have Qiang to take over Kenny to continue scolding me stupid.
I wont have Joseph to tell me lame stuff.
I wont have Ling to get all the tutorial answers for me.
I wont have Von to laugh at sotong stuff with.
I wont have Yixiang to tell me his cannonball stories.
I wont have Qamarul to encourage me when I just came to NYP.
I wont have Boon to share his stories with me.
I wont have SK to accompany me through TEP with.

So without them, I think my life wont be as interesting and happening.
Few more weeks till the end of Poly life.

If I have the time, I will rewrite the paragraphs of individuals in NYP.
[Which I did before I reformat the computer, and now it is gone with the virus.]

Song intro: Meng Li Hua - Angela Zhang

I want to be smarter than him.
1:19:00 AM

I am sorry.
I know excuses are not valid reasons for forgiveness.
I dont know what happen.
I didnt change.
I am still me and whatever I say is still valid.
Just that I am tired and really busy.
And I admit that I am guilty of not putting in effort.
I will take note of it.

To all the others out there today, if I was too harsh in anyway, I didnt mean it.

Where shall I go now?
I dont want to be stuck at home nor in school alone.
But I still have got so much to complete.
IDIOT semester equals to total screw up me.

Song intro: C da diao - Angela Zhang

I want to be smarter than him.
1:08:00 PM

Expect the unexpected.
I used to love saying this.
My life is full of unexpected things.
The reasons: my stupidity, my unobservant and my skill of eliminating creditable information.
Sometimes it is like one moment I thought the situation should be this, but in split seconds, it is not what I think it is already.
And I really hate my impulsiveness of doing things without going through my brains when I get nervous or at abnormal heartbeat rate.
And also the fact that I like to run away and hide when I meet up with something I cannot solve or that I am afraid to solve.
I know I got weird habits.
Unusual till not normal people can actually tolerate them.
And I really hope that my brain is just like a hard disk.
Then I can remember every single thing in my life.
And sometimes I hate being too responsible for my own actions.
But it is another fact that I will never change.
Obstinate or someone who has principals?
You decide.

Song intro: I believe - Shi Xin Huay

I want to be smarter than him.
4:10:00 AM

My kneecap was certified okay by the doctor.
But the pain is just getting nowhere better.

What happened lately?
Was busy with PFP project and it was finally over yesterday. [Grade B plus report]
Then a little tension back during the presentation.
And quite a number of us rushed down to SBM Day held in the auditorium.
I was awarded the TEP Group Star Awards for KM – Best Web Design Team
I think Mr. Fuan actually nominated SK and me.

Then my whole IB group went down to Mustafa to actually research for our project.
It was the first time I saw the different side of Singapore.
It was as if I stepped into a foreign place – India.
Anyway we had lots of laughing, especially at Jacks jokes.
Pork is the second largest population in India??
Stepfanie Sun filmed the commercial of SKII??

Results show for PSS 2.
Female winner – Diya
Male winner – Darren

More pictures from the chalet.
PS. All photos are up here



Anyway I want to officially introduce this very very nice taiwan drama.

Reasons to watch:
1. You can laugh your ass off. [Example: When Wang Dong Chen thought that he was gay when he thinks that he is falling in love with Ella.]
2. The storyline is very interesting. [Talking about Ella sneaked into the male school and what she did to hide her real identity.]
3. The lead actor Wu Zun is so suave.
4. The songs Zem me ban by SHE and Zhuan shu tian shi, Dong le by Tank is super nice.

Song intro: Tong xing - Guo Pin Chao

I want to be smarter than him.
12:22:00 AM

Shevon 21st Birthday Party at Coasta Sands Pasir Ris Unit B04

First day, it was raining cats and dogs.
Kee Meng, Angelia and I cabbed down.
Then we took 3 different cars in after dinner. [Kenny, Yixiang and JieYang]
We started the tea cum fondue cum games.
Yi zhi qing wa tiao xia shui, Police and thief, Asshole dai di, Rhythm names confusion game, Reaction cards game, Uno, Bluff, In between, Mahjong.
[Some coffee sweet like liquor, Jack Daniel Whiskey, XO Otard]
We played till 6 plus in the morning.
Then everybody started to laugh at me again.
After I brushed my teeth, I just sat beside the basin until Kenny open the toilet door with his car keys.
Cannot really remember what happen anyway.
I only remembered the laughter.

Okay then after everyone woke up, we went to this restaurant for lunch.
[Curry fish head and Kang Kong.]
Then all of us rented the bicycle.
Wenxiong and Shevon shared one, so did Jack and Ling, Angel and Angelia.
I was riding behind all of them because I am afraid of sudden attacks.
So I kept a safe distance from all of them.
Then we stopped at this spider web pyramid.
The guys started competing. [Wenxiong won, then Jack, Kenny, Qiang]
The girls joined in the fun and I realize that I enjoy this kind of sports.
[Rock climbing, high elements, roller blading, ice skating, cycling etc.]
I suck at ball games, reaction type of games, running etc.
Anyway, I was too thirsty so I left the group and went to buy drinks.
Two Malay kids deliberately made me skid with my bicycle when I try to dodge them.
Then I hurt my right knee and the chains on my bicycle loosen.
I thought I could fix the bicycle and wound myself then sneak back to the group without other people noticing.
[Dont want to give others the impression that I always need to be taken care of.]
So I went to look for a bicycle rental shop after my failure attempt of fixing it myself.
I stopped my transport at the side, wash my wound and bought my drink.
Then I realize I am lost and decided to call the group.
Then Angelia called. [LOL]
And I had a free freaking ride back from Angel.
Dinner buffet, cake and also the picture taking.
Then Chee Yong drove Jx, Qiang, Jack and I to Sembawang.
It was kind of awkward because throughout the whole journey it was very quiet.
And we were like so desperate for transport because it was late.

And I was commanded to see the doctor for my leg.


the birthday girl with Wen Xiong

You see Jack. HAHA he is just nice at the edge of the picture.

I am holding the camera as usual. hehe

This is the picture of the day..

Shevon 21st birthday picture click here
PS: The pictures from other people cameras are not up yet.
Shevon send me your pictures from your camera when it is uploaded hor. Thanks.
Steamboat Xmas 2006 at my house click here

Song intro: Liang zhi lian ren - Cao Ge

I want to be smarter than him.
8:25:00 PM

Happy Birthday Shevon!
Hope you enjoy your 21st birthday later!
I know how you feel now.
But everything will be great later.

Raining again, but I like this kind of cold weather.
The encounter with Mas in school that night was horrifying.
That toilet, I think I shall never go in alone again.
Last night, Angelia came to my house to do project.
And the report is done.
Today, I had a really bad day.
It is not only because of the IB ICA 1.
That was the part where it actually triggered my tears.
But as usual, I succeeded in covering it with my acting when there are people around.
The 30 minutes talk was awful but true.
Every word of hers are like pins poking on the uncovered surface of my heart.
But I knew my members felt bad also, that is why I only talked about ICA 3 after that.
But anyway still want to thank Kenny, Qiang and Mad for accompanying me to k lunch.
Despite Mad being so bored there, Qiang haven’t finish studying and Kenny having severe sore throat.

Song intro: Done le - Tank

I want to be smarter than him.
5:10:00 PM

Okay I am busy lately.
First of all, my two computers at home are driving me nuts.
I have 600 over virus in one of the computers.
So I reformatted and finally equipped it with the necessary programs.
Secondly, projects as usual.
Made me realize I have another flaw in my character.
So I have to do some self reflection.
Thirdly, more and more papers coming.
And I had flung two papers already. [PFP and IFT]
Two more coming, I cannot fail anymore.
Fourthly, other peoples problems are affecting me.
Family, their other half, friends.

Oh yes, the New Year countdown at Esplanade.
Suppose to be celebrating with Kel, Char, Char bf and Hazel.
But in the end, Hazel and I were left. [The third time celebrating with her]
The fireworks were magnificent.
The crowd was chaotic and we missed the last train.
Luckily there were buses.
But can you believe it, we waited for an hour for a night rider to stop and fetch us.
5 night riders past us without stopping, the sixth bus driver was a very kind soul.
Darn the crowd.

And Angel gave me her yuan yuan.
Thanks Angel! Love you man.

And, I am still waiting for k, Jeju meal, Sentosa, Ikea, CNY shopping and most importantly, MONEY!!

Song intro: Fei ni mo shu - Tank

I want to be smarter than him.
1:24:00 PM