I am home.
How did my “family” BBQ go?
I am so touched that my darling actually came all the way from Hougang to Bukit Gombak (my uncle’s place) to accompany me. :)
At least I have a friend there if not I will definitely bore to death because every single one in my family brought their friends there (my parents, my uncles).
Hope you enjoyed my cooking!
I bet my BBQ skills are comparable with Qiang or Jack. HAHA
SHIT! I forget to take a picture of my glorious dishes.
Let me name them - otah, prawns, chicken wings, fishballs, sambal lady finger and satay!
But then the sambal lady finger got me and mad dead because it is far too spicy.
We actually gulp down cups and cups of drinks.

Anyway I have something to give you darling.

Tadang~ Your favourite Mr. Bean Tang Yuan...
Now your nickname is siao char bor aka tang yuan mei aka wu gui one! LOLX

Our new haivainas


So, September is ending.
This means I am finally and unfortunately turning 20 soon.
My birthday resolutions (I know that this method is outdated)
Short, simple and unchanged.
Cake, birthday song and I just want to see all of you.
I know I kept bugging and say I want to organize chalet or party at my uncle’s place.
It is only to help save time to think of the venue and needless to care on the hours.
But as long as it is with you guys, I do not mind any forms of programs or whether there is a celebration or not.
But I do love the holiday feeling even though it is just a chalet or party.
So maybe next year I could spend my 21st birthday overseas, whether alone or with company since my hopes on partying at my uncle’s place may be dashed.
We shall see.

I love to celebrate birthdays because this is a chance to gather everyone.
So no matter you want to celebrate with us or not, please reply me, let me know you are doing fine?
I am quite worried about you.
I rather you reply me to reject any invitations then being not contactable.

Song intro: Lu tai wan - Wilber Pan

I want to be smarter than him.
12:08:00 AM

Anybody wants to BBQ tonight?
I am like so desperate to find someone to accompany me. HAHA
Sisters – one secondary gathering, the other should be not free
Debbie – Dinner appointment
Sec clique – Did not ask because they only eat healthy food LOLX
JQK – one confined in camp, one should be GF day, and the other should be not free also
SHE – one work, the other two should be too far
I am hopeless. HAHA
Never mind I think I am fated to rot tonight alone.

Wednesday night I went to this 24hours clinic at midnight. I was puking like crazy that night. Anyway, the main point is that I am the most minor patient there.
Can you believe it; all the patients that came are bleeding.

Well yesterday was the last day of my colleague and also a friend from another department.
I realize that there are more and more discords with a battle that initially does not involved me.
Now she has dragged me into it, trying to make working life more difficult for me.
It is okay, she wants to play with fire, then fire it is.

I got my new phone. K810i.
And believe it or not, I have changed my number. HAHAHAHAHAHA
I am nuts.
My next target – mp3.
Now I have one more choice to find with my creative Zen.
The new edition of ipod, I have more people voting for this or I should say everybody is voting for this. haha


Haiz. I miss k. lolx.


My boss walked pass my table and said "Joanne ah, you are stacking higher and higher".
Some even say they can never find my in tray. HAHA

Whenever I feel stress, I will stare at these pictures and smile. :)

Song intro: Wan mei gu shi - Wilber Pan

I want to be smarter than him.
11:58:00 AM

I feel like puking.
If you know me well enough, you will know that I hate taxis ever since I was a little kid because I always feel like puking when I take cabs.
It was only until I could afford to cab myself then this sickness slowly diminished.
The driver just sucks at driving.

YEAH tomorrow going to Sentosa with my siao char bor!
As usual, the latecomer will be the wu gui.
And I am going to win this time again. HAHA
You still owe me something from the previous round. HAHA

Anyway I feel that my siao char bor and I really build up the relationship from the base.
What I meant was from the day I approach her to be my friend, until we build up clans and become sisters and until I can see her sa jiao to me. HAHA
It is really hard to come by.
Do you agree my siao char bor? HAHA

And I got a little paranoid after hearing the report on the plane crash at Thailand on television during the weekends.
Maybe because I am traumatized by my friend’s death and I fear of losing more.
Though I understand pretty well that I will get more of these in the future (unless I die first), it is just something about life I have to get used to right?
So I just posted this silly question to my darling that night.
What will you remember me as when I leave this world suddenly? HAHA
I feel that minority (those close to me) will laugh and get angry at the silly and stupid stuff I do while the others will just come and visit me at my funeral because they just happen to know me somewhere.
I got a strong hunch that I am so going to get scolding after people read till here. LOLX
Okay stop this topic.

I want a holiday!!
I think I pretty much love traveling.
And I really do not mind going overseas alone.
But it is just a matter of whether I am allowed to or not.
Sadness!
But what is wrong with me traveling overseas myself?

I just cannot decide on which phone to pick when my plan ends.
I like the appearance of Nokia N73(music edition) but compared to Sony Ericson K810i, the phone is not as worth it.



Anyway, I like this creative mp3.


Song intro: Forever love - Wang Li Hong

I want to be smarter than him.
12:33:00 AM

I just cannot help keep looking at the time today.
Well, the truth is still the truth.
Human just have to be realistic.

Last night was a gathering with Black Friday.
It has been quite long ever since there is such a huge gathering of 9.
We went for supper at Thomson Road first then the 3 cars raced their way to Yishun Dam.
It was the exiting of Jack and Qiang and entering of Ken and Dage.
Yixiang should be enjoying his first day today already.
Kenny, good luck and take care from tomorrow onwards.
After all the guys finish their service to the nation, they would have matured.
I know that we are stepping to the next circle of our lives.
The further we walked, the more we meet lesser.
But I am not trying to be mushy; I really love all my BF mates and I have never regretted stepping into NYP, meeting every single one of them.
Well, the memories are enough to keep me ongoing.

My new partner, Christy, is a really cute girl and unbelievably someone with a hearty appetite.
HAHA. She does read my blog I guess.
Well, we kept joking that when one of us tenders our resignation, the other will sure follow closely.
So this is a promise between both of us okay?

Anyway, guess what is the picture below?
HAHA. It is my submission of my OTs for last month (August).
I think this gives a clearer picture of my complaints about OT-ing.


Song intro: Wo ai ni - SHE

I want to be smarter than him.
10:44:00 PM

Okay I am back in Singapore, unfortunately.
Currently at home because I took urgent half day leave today because I overslept till really late today and I also have my some bank and insurance issues to settle.
[Oops. My colleagues and head better not see this. HAHA.]

For the past week, I have been working till 9plus everyday so I only manage to pack my bag on Friday midnight.
On Saturday, I met Mad before we head to the ferry terminal at Tanah Merah to meet the rest.
And that dear Mr. Pang tricked me and made me panic for nothing. Idiot!
It was a less than an hour trip from Singapore to Bintan and then a 15minutes ride to Nirwana Gardens.

PHOTOHUNT TIME!! Spot the differences...

Upon arrival, we had a warm welcome dance which I think is very funny.
Kenny still insists to film down the dance, LOLX.
We had a lunch buffet then walked around taking pictures before we could check in.

This was the highest platform we climbed. Guess how tall it was and how long we took to climb this?

Kenny with his secondary brothers (Zijian, Terence, Junwei and Shenghe)

HAHA.. Make a guess.. Is the hands bigger than the chessboard or the other way round?

Then we proceeded to our 2 storey, 3 bedrooms Villa (Buana 10) on a buggy.

I was very lucky that my roommates and I reach first and we chose the master bedroom. HAHA
I love the villa because it is very well furnished, very cosy and so nice to sleep that the others kept sleeping and I had no choice to watch television. (Because I am a light sleeper) LOLX
Dinner was sumptuous. We had a cheap seafood feast.

Chilli crab, drunken prawns, fish, chicken, kang kong and my favourite toufu

Bintan at night is just like walking in the night trail in the jungles during camps.
It is so quiet and dark till you can hardly see the roads in front of you.
But still, we are so adventurous to give it a try to get a feel of how Tekong field camps be like. HAHA
At night, we went to club by the beach.
Drink, played and dance for awhile.
Next morning after our late complimetary buffet breakfast, we went for a swim.

We played on the slide behind which was meant for kids only

Then our trip ended with these more and more pictures taken.





The bad thing about Bintan is the things there are super expensive.
I just give you one example.
The 1.5litre Pokka Green Tea there is sold more than 3times the price in Singapore.
Scary right?
But Bintan is really a nice place to rest your mind and relax.
Playing wise, I can only say, every entertainment requires money.

Supper later... I am starving...

Song intro: Wo yao de shi jie - Wang Chuan Yi

I want to be smarter than him.
9:23:00 PM

Too many unfortunate things have happened lately.
Let September be a good start and bless the people around me with lots and lots of happiness.

I know it is too late for this year’s resolution and too early for next year’s resolution.

Tomorrow, I will welcome my new partner with open arms, hoping that she will stick with me until I find a better prospect in the future. HAHA
Next Saturday I will go for my long awaited last minute short getaway.
Then I guess when Kenny goes bald 2 weeks later, I will have to stop my k sessions and sing to myself at home. LOLX
And hopefully next year, my darling aka siao char bor and I will successfully enroll into the July 2008 intake of SIM RMIT Part Time Economics and Finance Bachelor degree and if we are lucky enough, obtain straight honors upon graduating.
And hopefully after 3 to 5 years, the three Unit Trusts I invested in will have profitable results.

And hopefully, my dear friend will be happier in the place with only happiness – heaven.
Sorry for not being there to send you off and not having the courage to see you for the last time.
But I believe that, we will be able to meet up someday, when I also leave this world and meet you in heaven.
Miss you always.

Song intro: Jue bu - Angela Zhang

I want to be smarter than him.
2:29:00 PM