It is another Sunday morning and believe it or not, I woke up at 6am in the morning and just cannot go back to sleep.
It is not that I slept very early last night; in fact, I only slept for maybe 4 to 5 hours?

Seriously, I am really very scared.
The fear actually makes me cry each time.
The mistake I made at work was due to communication breakdown and my bosses from ALL over the world wants to hold someone responsible.
Even if I am in luck to let this matter rest, when my VP comes back, I have to explain to her.
When my P comes back, I have to explain to her.
When my CRI head comes back, I have to explain to him.
I don’t think I have to courage to face so much interrogating.
I refuse to run away from my responsibility but I don’t want to be blacklisted or worse, get fired on my first permanent job.
But to face it, I am still not capable enough.

Friday night, I had Angel and Gigi to accompany me.
Yesterday I wanted to go cycling as planned.
My wu gui was really sweet to offer to cycle with me but it was quite late already.
So I accepted Shevon’s suggestion to go to Parkway.
The best part was we had really nice salmon!
After that, it was really early for me, so I headed down to town.
I didn’t want to walk around because I will start to imagine things again so I went to the library to read comics.
Then Jack and Ken called and they came down to accompany me to K at The One.
Surprisingly, the KTV is much updated with their songs (inclusive of English songs) and most importantly, their English MTVs are real (most of them)!
The KTV is really worth singing because you are allowed to order any drinks up to how much you pay for your whole bill.
So cleverly and logically, I ordered alcohol (because their alcohol is almost the same price as soft drinks) which is the most worthwhile.
But Mr. Pang is even "smarter", when I was about to tell the staff my mixer, he told the person “liq” which I end up drinking everything because he drove last night so he was not allowed to drink. LOLX.
Thanks huh Mr. Pang!
But there is one thing bad about the KTV.
The rooms are SUPER SMALL!
When Kenny sits down and stretches his legs out, it almost reaches the wall.
I felt like I was trapped in the small cubicle and the walls are not stable at all. LOLX.
I can even feel the vibration of the walls at all times. HAHA.
I am definitely not exaggerating.
Then Ken drove me back and we chatted with Shevon for awhile at my block’s car park.

Anyway I feel much better now.
And I am really glad that I was not alone these two days.

Song intro: Pu gong ying de yue ding - Jay Chou

I want to be smarter than him.
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