Yesterday was dramatic.
I knew I am not as capable, I do not need reminders.
I wish I could answer their questionings.
But I just could not.
I wanted to tell them I am who I am.
I really have done whatever I could to keep up with the standards set.
But I am so pissed off with myself to be so useless.
I cried, even when I was answering calls from my internal customers and pretended that nothing happened.
I ran to the forth level toilet to cry and pretended to circulate the proposals.
I need no sympathy from anyone even though I wanted to call the familiar faces that flash past my mind when I cried.
I wanted to hug those people and just cry out.
Then they will hug me back and just listen to me cry or grumble and then distract me with something funny.
But I knew I can never cry in front of people.
I went back to work normally, went to lunch with Mad normally.
I went to watch Secret with Mad normally.
I went to watch Disturbia with Jack, Ken, Mad normally.
I reached home at around 4 plus in the morning but I cannot believe that when I close my eyes, the first thing I saw in my dream was my report that is late for submission.
Crap.

Well, even though I like to sit in cars and get chauffeured around but I still feel bad about having my friends to drive me back during wee hours and they do not live nearby.
Unless I do not have the money to cab home or there is no transport at all, I really do not mind going home myself if it is not on the way. (This means living in the same area)
So conclusion, I should get my license soon. HAHA
I rather drive them home.

Movies I watched recently...

I believe this is going to be the last Harry Potter. Watched it with Joey and Kelvin at GV Yishun.
I prefer the previous one though.

This is a worth watching movie. Action type of movie. I watched this with Mad.

HAHA. A very funny and crap movie. Mad's favourite.

Okay I knew it will be scary but I still insist on watching because it is kind of interesting. There is a twisted ending.

Another twisted ending movie. Jay Chou directed and wrote this story if I am not wrong.

Thrilling movie but only at the back. Okay only la.

Watched this today with my parents. The previous two was nicer.

Some outdated pictures.
Rubber's 20th birthday

Her Bakerzin strawberry shortcake. Very very beautiful cake.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

Song intro: Xue hui - Evonne Hsu

I want to be smarter than him.
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