I was occupied with all the overtimes and part time job.

Okay, Mad and I started the part time weekend Customer Service Officer Job at Habourfront Centre.
Apparently, I love that job much more than what I am doing in the bank now.
I like to see the smiling faces of people when they are happy with my services.
It makes me happy too to see that I can actually help them with what I know.
It makes me feel more useful, less stupid, more recognized.
That is why I wanted to study Hospitality or Tourism.
Apart from music and singing, that is something I am interested in.
The more I try out this job, the more I want to venture into this line.
But then again, there are the pros and cons.
Maybe for now, I am still greedy about the monetary terms.
Perhaps I am being realistic.
I want a luxurious life for my family and me in the future.
Whether I am happy or not, that is secondary.
People may think otherwise, I still can earn big bucks with my interest.
Though I may be interested but that does not mean that I can excel in it.

I have yet signed any papers to recognize me as permanent staff in my bank.
It makes me feel uneasy especially after I change my job scope.
Back to this team, I am overloaded with work.
It makes me grumpier when I am increasingly taking up more responsibilities which seem like more than two persons job.
Not only that, I question my ability to handle as well as the colleague(s) handing over to me.
Feeling demoralized, losing my appetite when I am dining alone, getting dehydrated forgetting to drink water and go toilet, losing my breath with all the things that is always stated as URGENT, I am wear out.

So tomorrow, I want to leave on the dot to celebrate Rubber’s advanced birthday celebration.
I miss having fun.

Song intro: Xiang ni - Tian guo de jie ti

I want to be smarter than him.
10:29:00 PM