It was midnight shopping last Friday of May.
Mad and I were darn tired.
Then it is stay home Saturday.
Sunday, I went to Bugis with Mad.
Then proceed to Cathay and I had a small reunion with my Paragon colleagues at the new Gramophone there.
Practically almost all my colleagues going to work there and they miss me.
So do I. I love that job.
At that moment, I have the urge to quit BNP and work there.
And everyone thinks it is crazy.
Giving up the higher pay and pursue my interest.
I know I need to consider the future and also my family.
So I guess I have to scrap that idea and survive in the corporate world.
It is really hard to suppress the feelings and urge.
But reality always wins.
Anyway, I finished watching all the Pirates of the Caribbean.

Back to work, month end just sucks.
And I am so afraid of her.
She seems to be guarding me, making sure I do not have any spare time to slack.
But I am still coping well, trying to meet her expectations.
Furthermore, I don’t have the mood to care about her while another issue is occupying my thoughts.
Something that I won’t talk about, so don’t ask me.
I made a vow.
But I need to k or maybe I shall get the pei ban wa to cheer myself up.

Qiang’s birthday celebration at Bugis Tian Tian steamboat
Then to Jack’s old house
Happy birthday Qiang.

我又来乱写一统了
人生充满著许多的喜怒哀乐
在一天内经历这四种心情一定很难受吧

人最爱自己骗自己了
选择相信或不相信都会带来困扰
假装不知道不明白不记得也是一种逃避现实的方法
作人笨一点单纯一点未必是件坏事
至少有时被骗时根本就不知道这样也可以幸福一点吧
可是当你知道自己被欺骗时一定很难过
尤其当你对另一个人掏心掏肺但他却磨灭你对他的信任
感觉一定很糟

Song intro: My love my fate - Janice

I want to be smarter than him.
10:17:00 PM