I finally got a little much better.
But I had a final breakdown after those two days when I made a very idiot mistake.
I totally screw up the daily reports that I had prepared over the past one and a half months.
It is not that I am afraid that my superiors will reprimand me.
It was that my colleague had to redo her report for the past one and a half month.
I FELT SO SORRY AND GUILTY.
I was at the verge of quitting as I felt that I wasn’t up to this job at all.
But I was moved by what my VP consoled me.
She tapped on my shoulders and said something like that.
Don’t worry. Guo qu de jiu rang ta guo qu.

She was the second person throughout my life that moved me.
The first one shall be kept in mind.

Anyway I hope it is over.
I have learnt my lessons.

The first person that crossed my mind to share this was my best pal Joey.
As usual she can make my vexed mind settle.
She is indeed a very good listener.
I think it is the connection that actually makes people best pals.

Anyway I want to thank Angelia, Mad and Boon for listening also.

And also Jack for cheering me up by talking those craps with me.
Haha. That is what that made me laugh, distract me and not make me think so much.
The Luo Zhi Xiang’s videos also did a great help. LOLX
Super funny!

And the mahjong session with JQK and ariel last night.
Kept me company and occupied even though I wasn’t craving for mahjong and I lost money again.

So I am fine now. Haha.

Just please don’t disturb me with anything upsetting.

The trip to Fullerton Hotel was fulfilling.
We sat through an hour of presentation and were awarded with the best international buffet we have ever dined. LOLX
Every single dish was superb, even the drinks were amazing.
I am not exaggerating.
It was the best buffet I have ever eaten.
But it is a once a lifetime thing to enjoy international buffet at Fullerton Hotel.

Song intro: Jie kou - SHE

I want to be smarter than him.
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