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Saturday, February 3, 2007

I have been trying not to be obvious.
But I think I gave myself away when I am not talking to anyone or silently doing my things.
Now, I cannot differentiate what is right and what is wrong.
I hate my contradicting character, always looking things at two sides.
And I always feel that without me, things will be better.
It seems like I have been a hindrance all along which I failed to notice it in the past.
I believe what I believe in, which always turns out wrong.
I chose to trust when the obvious is already there.
I feel stupid. Or actually, I am stupid.
I dont know what am I thinking.
I kept hurting people.
And I kept hurting myself.
I am just another pathetic weakling.

Two more projects down.
I went to k with JK on Thursday.
And all of us sang till no voice.
And my mood was much better after that.
It works.
And I think I scare all my members yesterday.
Because they called me for more than 20 plus times and I just cannot wake up.
It was when my sister, who is very meticulous with noise, woke me when she was irritated by my phone’s vibration.
Luckily, I wasnt late for my presentation.
It wont happen again, I hope.

Song intro: Dear Tank - Tank

I want to be smarter than him.
12:30:00 PM