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Friday, December 28, 2007

Was it my problem or theirs?
I knew I promised somewhere that I will not blog about my work again.
But sorry, I just do not know who to turn to.
FYI, I have yet to tender.

Year 2007
- BF’s night out for supper before the guys proceed to NS
- I fell off the bicycle during Shevon’s 21st birthday. Damn embarrassing
- We graduated from Polytechnic. I miss the times there.
- The K session after Boon’s 21st birthday - the biggest KTV room at Yishun Partyworld plus the battle of coasters
- I got an iPod from BF and YT clique for my 20th birthday
- Bintan trip, though short and not much programs but it is still a holiday
- I got to know Christy (my partner) and Agnes working back in BNP.
- I lost my friend, Poh Loong

This year was a bad year for me.
Nothing much that was good to remember about especially when I keep crying these few months.
Yesterday I got sabotage again when I just start work, I cried, and my partner and VP saw it.
Never mind, this year is ending.
I believe and hope next year will be better. :)

Top 3 movies for 2007 [I wanted to rank 5 movies but there seems to be no other better movies]
1. Die Hard 4
2. Enchanted
3. Pirates of the Caribbean - At World’s End

These movies were not bad...
National treasure - Book of secrets
My wife is a gangster III
Meet the Robinsons
Alvin and the Chipmunks
The Protege
Just follow law

Okay this shall be my last entry of this blog.

Please find enclosed my new 2008 blog here! : )
2008

I want to be smarter than him.
12:43:00 AM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

My 2008 blog is almost ready. Hehe!
Nothing special, just that I like my blog color and name.

Guess what I got from my secret friend for my Secondary Xmas party at my house on Tuesday?
This – A Starbucks Mug -_-"

I still like it since there is a star on it and I escaped the forfeit because I guess correctly that Kelvin was my secret friend. HAHA
My partner gave no hint nor tells me who was it but I just have a strong hunch that I will be him.
You just have to do some psychology analysis and you will get the answer. HAHA
We started our dinner at 9pm, just like the BF party.
We ended up with lots of leftovers, just like the BF party.
Not much to comment about the process of both parties but I get to see all of them; I am a happy girl already.

My partner and I were at first excited about going to Aquamarine at Marina Mandarin Hotel for our department’s Xmas dinner.
Until we knew where our allocated seats were, we feel like working OT instead.
But we still went of course, no chance to escape.
And I got lost trying to act smart bringing my partner to the hotel. LOLX
I really knew where it was but to walk there, I just need more experience. HAHA

Photos taken on our way home


I miss my partner. It is so quiet without her around.
Last night I worked till 11pm because I had to clear the work.
As usual, even they knew I was working a two and a half person’s job, they gave no mercy to me.
What an idiot working place.
Of course not everyone was like that.
And these were what I had for the whole day.

Hazel's leftover sushi from the party - My breakfast and lunch

My partner's cup noodles - dinner (too hungry already so I just lend it from her. HAHA)


The movies I want to watch
- Cloverfield
- I am legend
- The Warlords
- National Treasure – Book of Secrets

Song intro: So close - Jon McLaughin

I want to be smarter than him.
11:08:00 PM

Monday, December 17, 2007

My partner showed me this and I felt that it is very accurate.
My star sign states: Due to the change in the track of my star sign, lately I will have clear thoughts (I know what I am doing and thinking), but I will be very cold towards other people.


This year seriously sucks but I am really glad that I have those familiar faces supporting me.
I sincerely hope that the coming year will be better, much better.
If I have not told you, I am now planning the right day to tender.
Most will be thankfully screaming, FINALLY! (I know.)
I think I have reached my limits, tearing every single day because of my work.
Now, I am lost plus a little phobia of accepting any permanent jobs because I am afraid to discover one day it is my incapability which caused my failure.
Yesterday Angel told me her good news at work; I am so happy and proud of her.
At the same time, I thought of my job once again and felt so heart wrecked (xin suan).
I feel fortunate and blessed to know so many capable friends around me which inspired me to work hard and motivated my ambitious thoughts to go wild.
I want to be successful, I really do.
Just that now I need to find the right piece to fit into the puzzle (like what Mad said).

Posting up pictures from the BF’s Christmas cum Yixiang’s belated 21 birthday celebration at my house last night. (Mad send me the pictures okay)
Later at night will be my department’s Christmas dinner at Aquamarine (Marina Mandarin Hotel) and Tuesday will be my pot luck party with my Secondary clique.
Pray hard that I will not be OT-ing on Tuesday.
Partner, I am going to miss you.

Oops I have yet inform my parents about my Genting trip in January.
I am going with a bunch of strangers (Christy & Agnes friends).
I wonder why did I go actually.

Song intro: So close - Jon McLaughin

I want to be smarter than him.
12:38:00 AM

Sunday, December 9, 2007

I have been rotting alone for the leaves so far except for Thursday when I proceed to one of my favorite spot in Singapore to meet Hazel and Kelvin.
Our very beautiful Singapore Changi Airport!

I forget to take the distinguish tower of the airport. Damn!
Anyway, this was where I departed for Taiwan in Year 2006. HAHA

I always thought it was Terminal Two but it was Terminal One.
Anyway my two beloved friends can really take photos; my hands were so tired and so is my camera phone. HAHA
But it was still fun just that I did not have any decent pictures in the end.
If I say, this was the best picture I took that day; you will understand how ugly the others were.


Anyway the movie Golden Compass sucks.
I must say watching so many videos, movies, dramas makes me really pro on anticipating what will happen next.
Or maybe it is because watching it alone seems to be a bore?
But seriously, it was really an unforgettable experience and it does not seem so bad after all to be in the theatres alone.
Just that I nearly walked out of the theatre because the movie is too boring.
So now I guess the only thing I have not tried is to go on a holiday alone. HAHA

Well, sometimes I feel like saluting my own perseverance to do those silly things.
Then I will regret doing them and hesitate whether to share it or not.
Some I chose to bury it in my heart, some I chose to share it with others.
Some will laugh at me, some will scold me, and some will like what I did.
So what will I do this time? Doubt!

Song intro: So close - Jon McLaughin (Sorry I refuse to remove this song. Love it so much!)

I want to be smarter than him.
11:54:00 PM

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Why is my wugui darling staying in Seng Kang?
Why is my Ling dear dear staying in Tampinies?
No one I can date out to drink something, chill and crap at night.
The weather is so darn nice tonight, the breeze so soothing but I am stuck at home.
How I wish I have a car now to drive out for a spin.

Why I cannot have the freedom to speak with my partner in the company?
Why must the department be in silent mode all the time?
Why is my workplace so unbearable?
Why are the high ranking people so scheming and I had to be so wary of them?

Monday, I stepped out of my office and my sim card was terminated.
I shall not elaborate the reason any further but my few hundred bucks flew away just like that.
I got back my line by 5pm that day.
Meanwhile, I spent the few hours at Bugis and PS searching for possible Christmas gifts.
I also went to the temple and prayed for an hour or less.
I got five lots each for some individuals around me.
My legs went numb kneeling down, negotiating with God and she was very kind to give me 2 good lots.
I know I am greedy but I am going back again to pray again for the other lots which are not good.
I know it may sound silly and superstitious but as long as there is a glimpse of hope, I will not give up trying.
My leave today was such a waste, I just rot at home.
Hope that tomorrow will be a better day for all of us.

Song intro: So close - Jon McLaughin

I want to be smarter than him.
10:18:00 PM

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Another boring Saturday and I just laze around at home.
Maybe I shall find somewhere to go later in the late night but I know it is impossible.

I just watched the commercial that my group (Extreme impact) did for the Entrepreneurship project back then.
And I went to see if our official website is still there.
Indeed, it is still there. Crap. HAHA
www.extremeimpact.blogspot.com
That was the most successful project in my entire life.

Yesterday was BF ladies’ night.
After angel, mad and I went to register in SMA, the 5 of us went for dinner and we just sat outside Bugis Junction to chat.
I love to chitchat with my friends.
I understand that after our graduation, most of us are going through our bad times.
Things have not been smooth whether it is our life, work, studies, relationship or family.
But I still believe that we can all pull through these together.
Maybe by the next time we meet up, all the terrible stuff will be all over.
Now the question is when is our next meet up?

Last night we talked about what we want in the future.
We even mentioned that amongst us, who are the ambitious ones.
Surprisingly, I happen to be one of the few.
I know my problem is I am not positive and firm enough to fight for the kind of life I want because I am presently not up to it.
Countless times, I rely on others and I understand extremely well I am not smart and capable enough.
Like what my VP always says, it is never enough in this society to work hard; it is the results that matters.

Frankly speaking, my partner and I had enough of this political company.
Every day we equip ourselves with armors and bulletproof vests but as slaves in war.
And we were never qualified to retaliate and defend.
The more we endure, the more our temper gets worse, especially to our close ones.
We are so apologetic at work that we refuse to give in out of work.
I am so guilty towards those that I flare up on.
It is so difficult to control my emotions nowadays. Argh!

Finally on Monday I will start my getaway.
Maybe I shall start with shopping a gift for my secret friend. HAHA

Song intro: So close - Jon McLaughin

I want to be smarter than him.
8:40:00 PM

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I know it is still a month away from Christmas but I am done organizing with my Secondary clique’s party.
This year seems to be fun and very different; we are going to have a Pot Luck Party at my house.

Our Menu
Hazel making Sushi
Rubber making Nuggets
Charlotte making Chocolate Fondue
Limin making Pasta Salad
Joey bringing Turkey
Kelvin bringing Log Cake
I am making Spaghetti and Mushroom Soup (I am going to call Angel every now and then. HAHA)

Our First Game: Secret Friend (The last time I played was during the Taiwan Trip.)
Today I asked my partner to assign each of us a secret friend and she used her phone to message all of us our secret friend.
If you happen to read her message, you will faint because it is so lame! HAHA

Then on the actual day, we will have to guess who our secret friend is.
Losers will be forfeited.

I have not thought of other games though but I think I will die that day.
On the 17th, Monday, I am going to wake up at maybe 4am just to prepare the food. LOLX


Oh yes, I am actually here to announce my off days!
Finally I am going on leave.

I have still got a lot of things to plan and slot in. HAHA
I need to get the Xmas gifts, go for excursions, learn rollerblading, go cycling etc.
I still have not really plan on the BF Xmas party.
Em, what should we do?

Song intro: All I want for Christmas is you - My Chemical Romance

I want to be smarter than him.
11:32:00 PM